;  you was born with your eyes aside, searching for your little
      small pocket of paradise. As a child you S A W
       fragments of people who used to come and go. Alone
           and AFRAID, the lost bird ( you! ) sought out comfort in the shadows
             and a t e n d e n c y to blur into the shadows; was born.

                          《♔   A FEW FACTS ;;;  ♔  》

You spent most of your childhood alone.
Your parents died when you were younger & you lived with your grandparents.
You never knew them, so could never properly mourn them.
You had an older brother who you loved with all your heart
He died when you were ten
Ever since then, you’ve been alone.
                     (       well, not quite.     )